diswant

Verb

 * 1)  To not want; to reject.

Noun

 * 1)  The condition of not wanting something.
 * 2) * 1978, Ruta Nagucka, Negatively Phrased Utterances in English: An Essay in Some Aspects of Negation Against the Historical Background,
 * The speaker uttering this sentence expresses his diswant to believe that somebody (i. e. he) experiences the state devoid of understanding