recalling

Noun

 * 1) The act by which something is recalled.
 * 2) * c. 1908,, 
 * I was full of sorrow, and also of remorse, which is the way with us in the first days of a bereavement, and at such times we wish to be alone with our trouble and our bitter recallings of failings of loyalty or love toward the comrade who is gone.