self-chastisement

Noun

 * 1) The act of chastising oneself.
 * 2) * 1892,, , Phase the Fourth, Chapter 28,
 * in almost a terror of ecstasy Tess divined that, despite her many months of lonely self-chastisement, wrestlings, communings, schemes to lead a future of austere isolation, love's counsel would prevail.